May 21st
Saturday, May 21, 2011
11:23 AM
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It’s nice to be home for the weekend, especially on a rainy day. :) Been away from home every weekend since April.
FriDate
Friday, May 20, 2011
11:26 PM
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Labels: Food Diary , Jean In Love , Personal , Story of My Life , 0 comments
So I was sad and frustrated about work...and not feeling so good today...and then there's Dan, who was so great, he invited me to have dinner at Chocolate Kiss just so I can have one good thing for today. I'm one lucky girl. :)
He knows me well. He knows what (besides himself) can take away the frown in my face...FOOD, nice and yummy food! Hee. Wait, this is not stress eating! I try VERY HARD to stop doing that. Swear! :D
Here's what we had for dinner tonight:

Too bad they don't have Devil's Food Cake. :( But because we both have a thing for anything CHEESE, this is what we ordered for dessert. :)

Dan and I love to chat...or I love to talk while he was playing with his PSP. Anyway, we talked about money. About or salary, expenses, and savings (if there is any, LOL). I told him about some book I read which, I guess, is trying to convince me more to convert to another belief than to REALLY learn how to effectively save money. Then, we talked about credit cards, implusive buying, and debts (small ones, mostly just to one another, hehe). And then, we paid our bill and got out because it's getting crowded inside the resto and there are people lining up outside. Sorry, so tired to make long kwento. :|
I love you, Dan! Thanks for comforting me and just by being with me. Cheese! <3 Also, thank you so much for letting me take a picture of your food first before eating it. Hee. :*
How I Met Your Mother Season-ender Episode: Challenge Accepted
I love How I Met Your Mother/HIMYM and I just watched their season ender. :)
NOTE: This post has spoilers! :P
I just feel the need to share my favorite scenes here. Hee.
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Robin: Ted really did love Zoey for a minute there… didn’t he? |
For a moment there, I thought they're gonna get back together.
QQ: "The future is scary but you can't just run back to the past because it's familiar. Yes it's tempting but it's a mistake." -Robin and Barney

Ted got me there. LOL
Here goes the SPOILERS!
SPOILER NO. 1

Lily's pregnant! Yay! I SO love Lily and Marshall and their sweet-funny relationship and I'm glad they'll be having a baby, FINALLY!
SPOILER NO. 2
Remember the wedding Ted will attend where he will meet "The Mother"?


This is IT!!! Barney's getting married! Double Yay! Oh God, I love Barney's awesome-ness! So much for spoilers, watch the episode if you wanna get a hint of Barney's future wife. Hee :)
Man, this season ender is legen, wait for it, dary. LEGENDARY! :D Can't wait for their next season!!!
Go watch it NOW! :)
HK Candies
Hong Kong treats from Bianca. Not in the picture: 1 champoy (kinain ko na) and 1 big chocolate gold coin (kinain na ni Dan). Hee :P
First time ko kumain ng champoy. LOL. Sabi kasi nila hindi masarap kaya never kong tinikman. But I like this one 'coz it has candy so it's sweet+sour+salty. :)
My lola needs your prayer
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Meet my grandmother, or lola in Filipino. Her name is Felisa and we call her Lola Inda. Inda is a Kapampangan term for mother. She just turned 78 this last Valentine's Day. And now, she is suffering the most painful moment in her life.
I wasn't able to attend her last birthday because I have work on that day. But my sisters told me that she was still okay back then. And now I feel really bad for not being there. What we didn't know was that a day or so after that, she got sick and rushed to the hospital. Eventually, she was transferred here in Quezon City at the Philippine Heart Center. She was diagnosed of having Pneumonia and Bronchial Asthma, aside from that, she is also a Diabetic which worsens her health.
I wasn't aware that she's sick until my aunt told me, and at that time, she's been confined for two weeks already. I understand why they didn't told us right away. They don't want to worry us, perhaps they plan to tell us when she's in a better condition. After learning about that, I went to visit her right after my work. She's okay; not okay-okay, but not that bad-bad either. When I got there, she was in a private room but they told me that she stayed in the ICU for five days before that.
From then on, I visit her everyday and there were nights that I sleep at the hospital. At that time, she's in a recovery phase but I can still tell that she's getting tired of all the medications and of being bedridden. But she's not resisting to take medications and other tests, except at night. She's hard to handle at night that there should be someone awake to attend to her needs besides the nurse on duty. She screams when she's in pain, she refuses to take meds, and other stuff which are not really hard to attend to. But seeing her in pain, that is hardest. Not being able to do anything to take all those pain away from her is heartbreaking. But when she finally regained her appetite, when she laughs and talks, that gave us hope that she'll be okay in no time.
Actually, she was about to be discharged on March 5th but one of her doctor did not approved of it. He said that she still hasn't fully recovered yet and taking her out of the hospital will make her condition worse. So we stayed there for another day. But then, things got worse. Last Monday morning, March 7th, she's coughing so bad and was transferred again to the ICU. The doctors said that there's water in her lungs and also she has a lot of phlegm.
As of now, she's been hospitalized for almost a month. Another week in the ICU and not feeling any better. She's getting weaker which makes us so sad. Two days ago, the doctor's said that her kidneys are failing and she's not responding to her meds that they need to prescribe stronger ones. A lot of our relatives are visiting her now, including her still-living siblings. We don't know what is God's plan for her but we're not losing hope that she'll recover even if it's only a miracle we're hoping for.
I won't ask for donations and stuff, what I will ask you for is a prayer. Please include her in your prayers. Even if you don't know her that much; even if you're not related to her; pray for her because she is your kind, she's also a child of God. Please do it for her. Please help her. She is kind.
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| She is cool. :) |
My First Job, Ever!
Sunday, August 8, 2010
12:44 PM
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Labels: Librarianship , Personal , Project Befriending Life , Story of My Life , Work , 0 comments
Labels: Librarianship , Personal , Project Befriending Life , Story of My Life , Work , 0 comments
Hooray to my first job ever! :D What you don't know is that I was job-hunting last month. I'm not blogging about it because I don't want to jinx those pending applications. I'm not really that superstitious and all but I just don't want to count the eggs before they hatch. Yeah, whatever. :P
Job Hunting Experience
Yes, I've done all those stuff--submitting resumes, attending interviews, waiting for long hours, and going back to step one. It was hard and tiring, some are patience-consuming. First, I applied online to four call center companies. I chose call center because as of now, I don't have that much qualifications for other job. I know I said many times that I will never work as a call center agent because of many reasons I have. But well, we have to make choices and never waste an opportunity.
A day after I applied online, I received a call from those four companies and I was immediately set up for interview appointments. I canceled one appointment because it has conflict on my schedule and I'm actually not that interested in Makati area, especially if I'll be on a call center. The next one, I was declined because they were after the ones with call center experience already. The third one, I passed their series of test and was scheduled for a series of interviews. On the third final interview, I wasn't able to come because I was really sick. The last one was good, I passed their series of initial interviews. Supposedly there was a training but I passed the evaluation and was recommended for direct hiring immediately. Unfortunately, the only open account that time was for technical representatives and I don't qualify for that position because that also needs past experience. They told me to wait for a call when they got another account where I can fit, and not to worry because it doesn't mean that I fail and they won't call me again.
I learned a lot on my job hunting experience. The most important thing I learned is that I can extend my patience. I get to meet different people while waiting for my name to be called by the interviewer. I also experienced rush hour at the MRT station for the first time. Also, I think I improved on my communication skills because of those many interviews. Hee. And while on the process of applying for a job at a call center, I realized that I really really don't want that kind of job. It's like working abroad minus going abroad. I mean, yes, you work here in the Philippines but your clients are foreigners, your company is owned by foreigners, and your work schedule is based on their time. Yes, you may earn a lot more compared to other Filipinos who work here with a different job, but in the long run you are actually trading your health in exchange for a higher salary.
While waiting for a call from that company (where I was recommended for direct hiring), I was notified that UP College of Engineering Library II (EnggLib2) is hiring for two positions, one is for Information Specialist and the other one is for Information Assistant. At first, I was a bit hesitant because I'm not yet a college graduate and also because Dan is working there and that may be an issue. But after thinking about it a hundred times, I grabbed the opportunity.
I submitted my resume personally. They called me for an interview. Signed some papers. And waited for a call regarding my application status. By the way, Bianca, my orgmate, applied there too for the Information Specialist position.
And after two weeks of waiting, we both got hired! Yey! Then, I received another call for a meeting with the boss, which was actually for initial orientation. She told me everything about the job and that I will not be based at EnggLib2 but at EnggLib1 because, of course, Dan and I shouldn't be on the same office. At first I was a bit dismayed because I really prefer EnggLib2. Not that I think EnggLib1 isn't good, I haven't seen it yet in the first place. I just really admire the former. But I understand the reason behind it and I'm not really in the position to choose where I'll be assigned. So yeah, congratulations to me for landing a job! No sarcasm, seriously. :)
First Day At Work
I started my first day at work on August 5th. New environment, new acquaintances, new experience. I was nervous, of course, but they were really friendly and helpful that I didn't have a hard time on my first day, except for familiarizing myself with the work procedures.
I was assigned at the Reserve Section of the library and at the Cataloging Section. So 60% of my week goes to Users' Services and 40% goes to Technicals Services. Basically, I lend, cover, label, and shelve books; that's not just what a librarian does but that's what I do because I'm not yet a licensed librarian. Yes, mind you, we do have a licensure exam too. :P
I like this job because it would help me a lot with regards to the degree I'm taking. And of course, because I can finally earn and save up money to help my mom and for my plans of continuing my education.
Job Hunting Experience
Yes, I've done all those stuff--submitting resumes, attending interviews, waiting for long hours, and going back to step one. It was hard and tiring, some are patience-consuming. First, I applied online to four call center companies. I chose call center because as of now, I don't have that much qualifications for other job. I know I said many times that I will never work as a call center agent because of many reasons I have. But well, we have to make choices and never waste an opportunity.
A day after I applied online, I received a call from those four companies and I was immediately set up for interview appointments. I canceled one appointment because it has conflict on my schedule and I'm actually not that interested in Makati area, especially if I'll be on a call center. The next one, I was declined because they were after the ones with call center experience already. The third one, I passed their series of test and was scheduled for a series of interviews. On the third final interview, I wasn't able to come because I was really sick. The last one was good, I passed their series of initial interviews. Supposedly there was a training but I passed the evaluation and was recommended for direct hiring immediately. Unfortunately, the only open account that time was for technical representatives and I don't qualify for that position because that also needs past experience. They told me to wait for a call when they got another account where I can fit, and not to worry because it doesn't mean that I fail and they won't call me again.
I learned a lot on my job hunting experience. The most important thing I learned is that I can extend my patience. I get to meet different people while waiting for my name to be called by the interviewer. I also experienced rush hour at the MRT station for the first time. Also, I think I improved on my communication skills because of those many interviews. Hee. And while on the process of applying for a job at a call center, I realized that I really really don't want that kind of job. It's like working abroad minus going abroad. I mean, yes, you work here in the Philippines but your clients are foreigners, your company is owned by foreigners, and your work schedule is based on their time. Yes, you may earn a lot more compared to other Filipinos who work here with a different job, but in the long run you are actually trading your health in exchange for a higher salary.
While waiting for a call from that company (where I was recommended for direct hiring), I was notified that UP College of Engineering Library II (EnggLib2) is hiring for two positions, one is for Information Specialist and the other one is for Information Assistant. At first, I was a bit hesitant because I'm not yet a college graduate and also because Dan is working there and that may be an issue. But after thinking about it a hundred times, I grabbed the opportunity.
I submitted my resume personally. They called me for an interview. Signed some papers. And waited for a call regarding my application status. By the way, Bianca, my orgmate, applied there too for the Information Specialist position.
And after two weeks of waiting, we both got hired! Yey! Then, I received another call for a meeting with the boss, which was actually for initial orientation. She told me everything about the job and that I will not be based at EnggLib2 but at EnggLib1 because, of course, Dan and I shouldn't be on the same office. At first I was a bit dismayed because I really prefer EnggLib2. Not that I think EnggLib1 isn't good, I haven't seen it yet in the first place. I just really admire the former. But I understand the reason behind it and I'm not really in the position to choose where I'll be assigned. So yeah, congratulations to me for landing a job! No sarcasm, seriously. :)
First Day At Work
I started my first day at work on August 5th. New environment, new acquaintances, new experience. I was nervous, of course, but they were really friendly and helpful that I didn't have a hard time on my first day, except for familiarizing myself with the work procedures.
I was assigned at the Reserve Section of the library and at the Cataloging Section. So 60% of my week goes to Users' Services and 40% goes to Technicals Services. Basically, I lend, cover, label, and shelve books; that's not just what a librarian does but that's what I do because I'm not yet a licensed librarian. Yes, mind you, we do have a licensure exam too. :P
I like this job because it would help me a lot with regards to the degree I'm taking. And of course, because I can finally earn and save up money to help my mom and for my plans of continuing my education.
16 Days To Go
August, why are you so early this year? You know I'm not (financially, emotionally, and LOL, psychologically) ready yet. Oh well, but I still have to face you, I know that. August, you are my month as my birthday and our anniversary are with you.
OH MY GOD! I'm turning 20 in 16 days! >.<
So I was with Dan this morning, we had breakfast at McDo. I was ranting to him about my incoming birthday and how I still don't want to be 20. Then we had this funny conversation...
But I'm still worried about my birthday. Everyone's reminding me how near it is, even my neighbors. And I just realized that it's unfair that I'm the only one anxious about it, you should too! :P Maybe now you're thinking of what gift to give me, huh? Well, my friends, let me help you. TaDa! Here's my wish list! ;)
Note: I might still update this list anytime before my birthday. Hee.
OH MY GOD! I'm turning 20 in 16 days! >.<
So I was with Dan this morning, we had breakfast at McDo. I was ranting to him about my incoming birthday and how I still don't want to be 20. Then we had this funny conversation...
Me: Ok lang sakin kahit pagsabayin na lang natin yung celebration ng birthday ko at ng anniversary natin. :) Pati kahit isang gift lang. Hehe :D
Him: Bakit kasi hindi mo pa ako sinagot nung birthday mo e? Bakit kinabukasan pa? Haha!
Me: Sorry na. Pasalamat ka nga sinagot na kita nun e! Baka hindi pa naging tayo. LOL
And then he hugged me. :) I'm so blessed to have him.But I'm still worried about my birthday. Everyone's reminding me how near it is, even my neighbors. And I just realized that it's unfair that I'm the only one anxious about it, you should too! :P Maybe now you're thinking of what gift to give me, huh? Well, my friends, let me help you. TaDa! Here's my wish list! ;)
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| (Book) Life on the refrigerator door / Alice Kuipers |
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| (Book) It's not how good you are, it's how good you want to be / Paul Arden |
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| Secret Wish by Anna Sui |
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| Wacom Bamboo Pen Tablet |
Note: I might still update this list anytime before my birthday. Hee.
*images found on Web using Google Images
Power Mac Center's Photography Workshop
Wednesday, July 28, 2010
12:42 AM
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Labels: Events , Photography , Reviews , 0 comments
Photography and Aperture 3 Workshop
Led by Gunther Deichmann, an Australian Photographer
and Apple Certified Pro Trainer for Aperture
Presented by Power Mac Center
in partnership with UP College of Engineering Library II
and UP Future Librarians and Information Professionals of the Philippines (FLIPP)
Held at TLC, UP COE Library II on July 26, 2010
Despite my hesitation to attend this event due to P-Noy's State of the Nation Address (SONA), I still signed up for it because I don't have anything to do on that day and it was a free workshop. Note: I live near Sandigan and during SONAs, I'm (sort of) stuck here in our place because of the expected heavy traffic and closed roads. Going back, it wasn't my first time attending a Photography workshop. The student organization I am in used to have such event but of course we were usually outside the venue/room. Ergo, this was my first time to join as a participant. Fortunately, I arrived at the venue on time but unfortunately, I wasn't able to have lunch because I left the house too early. :(Led by Gunther Deichmann, an Australian Photographer
and Apple Certified Pro Trainer for Aperture
Presented by Power Mac Center
in partnership with UP College of Engineering Library II
and UP Future Librarians and Information Professionals of the Philippines (FLIPP)
Held at TLC, UP COE Library II on July 26, 2010
The workshop was amazing as was Mr. Gunther Deichmann or Mr. G.D. He is a great photographer and I love his pictures which were mostly about colors. Mr. G.D. conducted the workshop with full enthusiasm despite a quite timid audience. I like that he pointed out that capturing a very good photo does not depend on the tool or the camera used, it depends on the one taking it. After discussing Photography we were given 45 minutes to roam around the campus to take some shots. Forty-five minutes is not much of time especially because there's only a few interesting views and subjects around the venue. It was really a bit of a challenge that one has to be really creative to have good pictures. Regardless of the time limit, I still chose to go to the Sunken Garden, took some photos there and walked back to the venue and took another photos on the way.
Some of the photos I took for the contest and while waiting for the announcement of the winners:
For the contest, we were asked to pick only three entries. I had a really hard time choosing three pictures because I actually like four or five of them best. I'm a bit hesitant because some of them has low quality even though I find them really interesting. But then, Mr. G.D. assured us that he won't judge based on the sharpness and whatnot of the picture because we used different cameras. By the way, I used a point-and-shoot camera, a Casio Exilim (EX-Z77).
I guess I can say that we were all excited to hear who win because there were really great prizes. Third place winner will get a shirt from Power Mac Center, second place winner will get a three-in-one speaker, alarm clock, and radio(?), and the first place winner will get an iPod shuffle. Who doesn't want that?
Mr. G.D. was happy that there are lots of good shots that he gave a special award to a photo of a cat that was in an emo-like pose (to bad I don't have a copy). I tell you, that cat was really cute! Hee. :) For the third place, *drum roll* I won! Yey! I got a shirt! :D And then for the second place, I'm really surprised that another photo of mine was a candidate for winning. There were actually three and Mr. G.D. was having a hard time picking a winner that he suggested that the audience should decide which picture is their favorite. I didn't win. :( Haha, I'm just sad because I really want that cool speaker thing! :P And for the first place, Kimmy nailed it with all of her entries. Wow, she got a free iPod shuffle!
These are my entries for the contest:
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| It didn't win. And yes, I had a feeling that it really won't because it's a typical shot. But this was my first successful shot of a subject like this. :) |
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| This was the candidate for second place. I just love everything about this picture. Thanks Dan for giving me this lovely cupcake! :) |
Overall, everyone seemed that they enjoyed the workshop. It was a fun and productive day for all of us. I would like to thank Power Mac Center for hosting this event for free and Mr. G.D. for sharing with us his knowledge on Photography and inspiring us to develop our photography skill.
As for the co-presenter, UP FLIPP, I wish they prepared a bit more for the event especially the emcees. First, there should be no invocation included in the program as UP is a nonsectarian university. Also, as much as possible, speaking in TagLish should be avoided. No offense or anything to you guys but I think you can do better than that. :)
Winning on this contest is huge for me. Actually, it was my first time joining a Photography contest as I'm not really confident in my skills. I take photographs just for fun and also because it is therapeutic for me. So being appreciated that much gives me a boost of confidence. I browsed through Mr. G.D.'s online portfolio and it is so humbling that he likes my pictures. :)
My nth attempt to blog
Thursday, June 3, 2010
12:40 AM
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Labels: Personal , Project Befriending Life , Story of My Life , 0 comments
Finally, after staring for about half an hour on my laptop's screen, I wrote something to start this post.
Sometimes it's really hard to put up in words how you feel because you just can't find a word to describe it. I feel it most of the time, like I do now. It's when there's a lot going on inside your head that all you can do is stare. But you have to give it a try; to write something; to find the right words your mind has been screaming; to let it all out.
So here, I am, trying.
My last post was about me prioritizing. It was about me going back to school. It was the happy, excited, and determined me. But then I lost it; all of it. I was happy, excited, and determined. I really did want to go back to school. But a thing happened that made me change my mind.
About two weeks ago, I had a conversation with my mom. It was a serious one. She's working abroad and she's the only one supporting us financially. She told me that she might lose her work anytime now because the economy there is not really that good unlike before. I'm happy and worried at the same time. Happy because that means she'll be coming back home and we will be together again. Worried because who's going to support us now? The economy here is not that good either. And mom's getting older now. And I'm still not done with college. Also, I have three sisters.
It's a lot of pressure and frustration thinking about it. After a week, I decided to change priorities. My mom, however, is not forcing me to work nor asking me to forget about going back to school. She wants the best for me. But I am the eldest among my siblings and I do have a lot of responsibilities. In the first place, I should have been working now if only I finished schooling in time.
I want to finish college, maybe now is not my time. Besides, it's never too late to learn and go to school. For now, I want to find a job and work to help my mom. She's been working all her life and she's been doing it alone. It's about time I help her.
My mom doesn't know about my decision yet. But I am going to tell her soon. I already applied for a job and hopefully they'll hire me. I'm not sure if I made the "right" choice but I'm certain that it's not wrong either.
There, I feel better now.
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